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Post by Luci Black on Sat Jan 14, 2017 10:31 am

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This is my Morningstar Academy journal.


The categories are as follows:

Rumination
Reflection
Meditation
Expression
Experiments
Technical
Dreams
Studies
Lectures
Works
Bits
Entertainment


The format is as follows:

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The text color legend is as follows:

Gray: Distraction
Bright Blue: Deity communication
Dark Blue: Spirit communication

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Post by Reb Donald on Mon Jan 16, 2017 1:36 am

I am quite impressed:  Rumination
Reflection
Meditation
Expression
Experiments
Technical
Dreams
Studies
Lectures
Works
Bits
Entertainment


A lot of topics and that is good.
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Post by Luci Black on Mon Jan 16, 2017 9:14 am

Reflection


Emotion
2017 - The Anger Snake - Luci Black


Anger feels like raw cold fire. It is a tenseness in the gut which travels up the chest. I swallow, feeling its head near the center of my throat. It feels like an earthquake, rumbling inside me, like an explosion being contained, ready at any moment to overcome its body prison. It is almost a sickly feeling, bringing with its spines a sense of elevated discomfort. It boils in the pit of my stomach, thick and tar like. It resembles a small demonic being, possessing a curious ambition to rend the creature who stirred it from its slumber.


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Post by Dr. Harleen Quinzel on Tue Jan 17, 2017 11:34 pm

Dangerous.

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Post by Luci Black on Tue Jan 17, 2017 11:57 pm

Dr. Harleen Quinzel wrote:Dangerous.

Dangerous just means one must be cautious when dealing with the dangerous thing.

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Post by Dr. Harleen Quinzel on Tue Jan 17, 2017 11:59 pm

Luci Black wrote:
Dr. Harleen Quinzel wrote:Dangerous.

Dangerous just means one must be cautious when dealing with the dangerous thing.



Indeed.

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Post by Luci Black on Wed Jan 18, 2017 9:35 am

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2017 - Fear Shards - Luci Black


Fear is hot, sharp like a diamond dagger. It pierces through the thickest armor and renders the rational into the irrational. However, fear can be a source of power. I am going to focus on my fear tonight. I will attempt to feed into it and then feed off it.

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Post by Durga Rises With Wings on Wed Jan 18, 2017 1:39 pm

I agree Fear can be a source of power, and motivation, I am interested in what exactly you are doing to feed into it and then off it?

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Post by Luci Black on Thu Jan 19, 2017 4:28 pm

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2017 - Resolving My Phobia - Luci Black


Last night, I took a step forward regarding my phobia. I focused on the cause, then the feeling, and finally attempted to feed on it. While I did not gain a significant amount from the feeding, I was able to transform part of the fear into a moderate amount of personal energy. I will repeat this tonight.

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Post by Durga Rises With Wings on Thu Jan 19, 2017 4:38 pm

Congratulations on taking that step, what does feeding on it mean exactly?

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Post by Luci Black on Thu Jan 19, 2017 4:58 pm

Durga Rises With Wings wrote:Congratulations on taking that step, what does feeding on it mean exactly?

Thank you, Durga.

Feeding on the emotion is a process which involves me focusing on the emotion and working to draw some form of power from it.

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Post by Durga Rises With Wings on Thu Jan 19, 2017 5:01 pm

Interesting, I shall try this, when it comes time to work on my insecurities. Thank you for sharing.

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Post by Luci Black on Fri Jan 20, 2017 6:33 pm

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2017 - Feeding on Fear - Luci Black

My fear exercise is going well, although I was more tired than usual last night. Regardless, this is going well.

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Post by LumosDrakken on Fri Jan 20, 2017 11:05 pm

Luci, I've done something similar to your exercise but pertaining to anger. Though it is quite negative, I've found that when I'm sad or upset I can just turn it into anger. Anger has often been a more useful and motivating emotion for me than allowing myself to feel grief, sadness, or other negative emotions. I only bring this up, because I'm curious what type of energy your fear is turning into when you are "feeding" off of it?

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Post by Luci Black on Sat Jan 21, 2017 9:14 am

LumosDrakken wrote:Luci, I've done something similar to your exercise but pertaining to anger. Though it is quite negative, I've found that when I'm sad or upset I can just turn it into anger. Anger has often been a more useful and motivating emotion for me than allowing myself to feel grief, sadness, or other negative emotions. I only bring this up, because I'm curious what type of energy your fear is turning into when you are "feeding" off of it?

It remains fear but then decreases.


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Post by Luci Black on Sat Jan 21, 2017 9:18 am

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2017 - Feeding on Fear II - Luci Black


I repeated the fear exercise last night. However, there was little fear present. I am coming to realize the irrational quality of this fear.

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Post by Luci Black on Sun Jan 22, 2017 9:25 pm

Expression




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2017 - Marketing - Luci Black



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Post by LumosDrakken on Sun Jan 22, 2017 9:41 pm

It is totally on point to say that there are many ways in the modern world in which the masses are will to pay for their own enslavement. At least that's my opinion.

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Post by Luci Black on Tue Jan 24, 2017 10:17 am

Dreaming



Kinetic
2017 - The Channel - Luci Black


Once again, I dreamt of kinetic ability. This time, the method was made more clear and I also broke large windows, at least twenty feet away, even through a closed window. 

Clearly, I am going to place this study first on the list and leave astral projection until later. 

Also, as of last night, I got over my fear. 

My goal now is kinetic work.


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Post by Durga Rises With Wings on Tue Jan 24, 2017 8:55 pm

Dreams can come true! Nice goal, I wish you the best in achieving them.

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Post by Luci Black on Tue Jan 24, 2017 9:16 pm

Durga Rises With Wings wrote:Dreams can come true! Nice goals, I wish you the best in achieving them.

Thank you, Durga.

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Post by LumosDrakken on Tue Jan 24, 2017 10:40 pm

kinetic work as in movement via energy? tele/psycho-kinesis?

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Post by Luci Black on Tue Jan 24, 2017 10:59 pm

LumosDrakken wrote:kinetic work as in movement via energy? tele/psycho-kinesis?

Moving objects without touching them.

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Post by Luci Black on Fri Jan 27, 2017 8:56 am

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2017 - EM - Luci Black

I have come to a theory regarding kinetic work and will likely test it out Sunday, since I do not work that day. I will be using the scientific method.

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Post by Durga Rises With Wings on Fri Jan 27, 2017 1:28 pm

Oh WOW! How exciting, are you able to video the object? so we can see.

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Post by Luci Black on Sat Jan 28, 2017 2:33 pm

Durga Rises With Wings wrote:Oh WOW! How exciting, are you able to video the object? so we can see.

I would never record success, take it that way.

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Post by Durga Rises With Wings on Sat Jan 28, 2017 10:12 pm

Why not?

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Post by Luci Black on Sat Jan 28, 2017 10:59 pm

Durga Rises With Wings wrote:Why not?

My signature makes the why rather clear, Durga. Do you expect less from a Serpent?

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Post by Durga Rises With Wings on Sat Jan 28, 2017 11:57 pm

Not all snakes have venom, even today we need evidence that certain snakes has venom or its just another assumption of a snake. I'm all about seeing evidence I guess.

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Post by Guest on Sun Jan 29, 2017 11:10 am

Re: Fear

Very interesting Luci. I had not realized this sooner, but I feel like I have done some of this as well. Coming back from combat, I was like a emotionless zombie. My beliefs and values were all mixed up, and as a result, I had new fears in front of me. Throughout the following three years, I struggled with it all, but I put a strong focus on recovery and to spearhead that, was to face my fears, to embrace them, and let them pass.
In that effort, I have done well. I have some scars from it, but I am a stronger person for it. And while a lot of my old fears are no more, I do still have one that is often on my mind. SO I will follow your example in here and go after this other fear. Thank you for sharing this, as it has been very enlightening.
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Post by Luci Black on Sun Jan 29, 2017 1:04 pm

Mystagogue wrote:Re: Fear

 Very interesting Luci. I had not realized this sooner, but I feel like I have done some of this as well. Coming back from combat, I was like a emotionless zombie. My beliefs and values were all mixed up, and as a result, I had new fears in front of me. Throughout the following three years, I struggled with it all, but I put a strong focus on recovery and to spearhead that, was to face my fears, to embrace them, and let them pass.
 In that effort, I have done well. I have some scars from it, but I am a stronger person for it. And while a lot of my old fears are no more, I do still have one that is often on my mind. SO I will follow your example in here and go after this other fear. Thank you for sharing this, as it has been very enlightening.
After all:
"If you want what you've never had, then you must do what you've never done."

May it serve you well then, Mystagogue. Good luck.

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Post by Luci Black on Mon Jan 30, 2017 8:45 am

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2017 - Disney and Oddity - Luci Black

While traveling home from work recently, someone asked me to pray for them to pass their driving exam and be approved for rental accommodations. 

I replied politely that I do not think he would want me to pray to my deity for him. However, I also wished him good luck in his endeavors. By the way, the person had three large cloth bags, one of which was full of Disney VHSs. 

Someone overhead me and asked me if my deity was Loki. 

"Lucifer!" I yelled twice.

"Same difference." They replied.

"Pretty much." I partly lied.

I wished the distressed person good luck and left the train.

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Post by Luci Black on Fri Feb 03, 2017 10:41 pm

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Last night this song was playing in my dream. It was also playing in my head this evening and while I took a nap:



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