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Post by Guest on Sat Feb 04, 2017 10:40 am

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2017 - Feeding on Fear II - Luci Black


I repeated the fear exercise last night. However, there was little fear present. I am coming to realize the irrational quality of this fear.
Irrational qaulity of this fear, I think I understand this. For me, when I was younger, fear held me at bay in many things, but now that I'm older, it seems that some fear is healthy.

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Post by Durga Rises With Wings on Sat Feb 04, 2017 12:32 pm

My dad gave me a book when I was in primary school years, it literally has been a helping hand in some of  my driving forces to succeeding in life's toughest and painful challenges. "Face your fears, and do it anyway" by Susan Jeffers, dad would test me many times throughout my childhood on this book, it taught me that some fears can be a protection and savour from predators and other threats to the survival of self.  the entire fear response is an ancient instinct that has been untouched by the nuances of modern civilization, Irrational fear serves as a reminder to repair what one is feared from and why, to dissect a piece of self and heel.

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Post by Luci Black on Sat Feb 04, 2017 4:21 pm

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Journal and Dreams
2017 - Messages - Luci Black

Once again, The Devil's Trill was playing in my dream last night. It was also playing in my head during the evening and during a nap I decided to take.

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Post by Luci Black on Mon Feb 06, 2017 11:29 pm

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2017 - Black Cat Snow - Luci Black


Last night, I had a brief discussion with my deity about the following four absolute values:

Reverence 
Obedience
Trust
Humility


These absolute values were taught to me a number of months ago and are granted by me only to Him. 




This morning at around 7:34, I came across a black cat settled in the snow with its front legs curled under its body. Knowing my relationship with black cats, I went to the feline and picked it up. I held it, pet it and placed it on the ground. I then told it to go home and that it was too cold out. The cat began to walk towards a house. I looked back at it and it was looking at me. I saw it keep walking, so I turned away. I then turned back, and it was staring at me again. This happened several times until I checked a final time to see the feline was doing what I suggested. I then continued walking down the snowy road. 

First, my bus was late, which made me fifteen minutes late for work. It was not a big deal though. Second, the bus going home ended up stuck in the snow. The tires spun and it slid backwards. The bus was then shut off and everyone had to get off.

So, here I am walking down an unfamiliar snowy road, many miles from home. I get to the bottom of the hill, find a bus stop so I can catch what ever might be coming that way and the same bus I was on picked me back up. It turns out a good Citizen spread gravel under the bus and shoveled it out. While I was an hour late coming home, I managed to get home without too much further trouble.

It has been a strange day and a stranger night. However, as I reflect on this, I now realize that the cat was indwelled by a spirit. Little else could explain the intense psychic connection I had with it. I also realize either the entire day was a message or at least the cat was.


All I have to say is...

Hail Lucifer! 

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Post by Luci Black on Sat Feb 11, 2017 9:45 am

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2017 - Demons - Luci Black

Last night, I dreamed I was laying in bed in a room, in another house I once lived in and a stout heavy set demon was there in the blueish light to greet me. I reached out towards it. 

The dream then fast fowarded to me reaching my hand up under my covers. Another hand grabbed mine, holding it firmly. The hand was slender and the nails were sharp. Having trouble believing anything was there, I took off the covers slightly to look. Just blue light. I repeated the gesture and this time, I had no doubt a being was outside the covers. Its hand grabbed mine tightly, and I moved my other hand to caress its own. There was a communication of types in these gestures, until I woke up.



Here is a collage I made which was inspired by the above: 


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Post by Durga Rises With Wings on Mon Feb 13, 2017 1:41 am

wow!

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Re: Luci Black Academy Journal

Post by Guest on Tue Feb 14, 2017 3:47 pm

Luci Black wrote:Dreaming



Kinetic
2017 - The Channel - Luci Black


Once again, I dreamt of kinetic ability. This time, the method was made more clear and I also broke large windows, at least twenty feet away, even through a closed window. 

Clearly, I am going to place this study first on the list and leave astral projection until later. 

Also, as of last night, I got over my fear. 

My goal now is kinetic work.
Luci,
 I would think that moving forward in astral projection would also help you develop telekinesis. The reason I say this, is because it is thought that what you manifest in the astral, you also can manifest in the real and that should include force and physical projections, or so one might think, suspect, just a thought

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Post by Luci Black on Sun Feb 19, 2017 9:57 pm

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I have been slipping in and out of this reality today. First, it began with a split second vision which was intense enough to shake me and then progressed into a semi visual abnormality.

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Post by Luci Black on Sat Feb 25, 2017 11:16 pm

I have been working on my hand gestures and will use them in a dedication tomorrow.

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Curious

Post by Guest on Tue Feb 28, 2017 3:17 pm

Luci Black wrote:
I'm really curious to know what you were thinking as you wrote this.I have read this over and over in it a few things come to mind, but what stands out the most is that it could just as well be describing "birth".

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